frustration.

so i wrote all these "wow! i'm back in america!" posts; then, my computer died, as i was attempting to post them. i am frustrated. i am frustrated for many other reasons: lack of job, lack of place to call my own, lack of person to call my own as i am surrounded by couples. i love my couples, but i am not one and i did have a slight desire to be one. but no. life goes on. and currently i am frustrated woman, lost without a place/job/person to call my own. *sigh*