so...

i leave tomorrow. i'll get there the day after tomorrow (their time, soon to be my time). i'm tired and still hung over and i still have packing. i said good-bye to people today--elena, katie, lucas, anyone i ran into--but it still wasn't enough. i want another day with each of them at least. one on one time to really connect, or something. i don't know. i'm going to miss those kids soo much. after orientation today i realized that i really am going to to miss my parents, my cat, and that home as well as portland. i wish i had more time to curl up and enjoy being 22, post-college with my mom and my tigard home.